I had the first "dream" last night... The first one in a long, long time. Of course, I'm not entirely sure whether I should be calling it a "dream," or even a "nightmare."
I was in nothingness.
Silence.
I couldn't see, couldn't move. I was just floating in limbo.
NOTHING.
After what seemed like an eternity and a half, I felt like I was falling, faster, faster yet... until I hit something.
Normally, I presume I would have woken up at that point. Like every conscious mind, once you stop falling, you wake up.
Right? I guess that only applies with solid objects.
I could see and move as soon as I hit the surface. I was quickly submerged in water. I tried to fight it, tried to get my head above the surface. But to no avail. I kept sinking quicker and quicker. These black-blue tendrils wrapped around my limbs. Then around my torso, my neck, and eventually even grabbed a hold of my head.
It was getting hard to hold my breath... but, in correlation with what I said previously... Like every conscious mind, once you breathe under water, you wake up... RIGHT!?
I couldn't do it anymore. I took a shallow breath and felt the water enter my throat, down into my lungs. In panic, I breathed even deeper and felt my lungs fill with the cold death... then I saw its face.
Not... not IT'S face... IT doesn't have one...
It was another's...
I woke up in my bath tub, covered in blood. I had no cuts, nothing. There was just blood with no source. I'm extremely delirious right now. My whole place is locked up and I don't plan on leaving.
What the HELL is going on?
...Okay...
ReplyDeleteNow it's the time where you pack up everything you own, lay down a map, pinpoint the places you wanna go to before you die, get into your car and fucking floor it.
Just kidding.
But in all seriousness: Run.
Well... I've always wanted to go to Illinois. But the dreams may not stop. I would imagine they would only continue. You can't run from your own head.
DeleteAnd apparently, there were several more victims today. Yeah... no, I refuse to step a single inch outside of my house.
Refusal to run? Sooner or later you'll have to run, P. Its a fact of being embroiled in this shit. Things get serious, hit the road. And one more foolproof way to ensure that He doesn't find you: don't panic.
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But who the hell IS He!? I thought it was just my old schizophrenia. Maybe the doctors were right; Maybe I DO have schizophrenia. This is driving me mad! 2/3 of the population of this goddamned town have disappeared without a trace, there's this... this THING, the faceless one, appearing at random... What the hell does it want? What did I DO?
DeleteThe one thing I need more than anything is an explanation. Then I'll run.
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